Mrs. Looyenga is a mother in the Protestant Reformed Church in South Holland, Illinois.
The land is parched here.
Not one small, tender root has sprouted forth
from this cracked ground,
it seems,
forever.
Our god, our Baal,
is found to be
no friend to widow
or to fatherless.
It is my guess that
one small meal remains
for us—
my son and me.
We’ll eat—and then we’ll die.
Already Hunger pains us daily—
stalks—
with Death not far behind.
And now,
who stands before,
who speaks to me?
And has he come
just to remind this widow
of her terrible lack—
requesting all I have
in this, my barren life,
for sustenance?
If favored Israel starves for daily bread,
then who am I to feed
the great Jehovah’s prophet—
widow of Zidon, nearly dead?
And yet,
I move at his command.
There is in me a parchedness
this man of God requites.
There is a longing of the soul
e’en as I give my widow’s mites,
that he can satisfy,
I know it to be true.
And so I do
what I am told to do.
Although my empty stomach
has a burning ache—
as does my little son’s—
already there is quenching of my soul.
I’ll gather just a few more sticks
and pat together one small cake,
which I’ll serve graciously to him.
“Fear not.”
His kind words stop my toil
and I look up.
“This barrel from which you scrape meal,
this cruse of oil—
they shall not fail
until the rain shall fall once more.
Israel’s Jehovah speaks this word.”
I pour for him
and pour again for us,
abundant oil—
oil running over this dry meal
as rain falls on a dusty land.
My heart soaks up the goodness
of Jehovah, Israel’s God,
and I know now
we never shall be poor,
we’ll never lack for more
to soothe our pains
when in our hearts
He rains.